THIS WASN'T IN THE SCRIPT

I’ve been noticing something quite small, but surprisingly persistent, during periods when structure disappears. Not in a dramatic sense. More in the everyday habits that quietly show up when there’s suddenly more space than I’m used to. It turns out productivity doesn’t switch off just because the structure does. I thought I’d feel relief when things slowed down. And I did — at first. More space. Less pressure. No constant sense of what’s next. But I found myself making to-d